First Week at Work Recap

Well, I survived.  More importantly, Sean, Bryce & Ryan survived as well.  Everyone did so well this week.

Here's what is happening in the mornings:

• Ryan wakes up periodically at 2am, 3am, and/or 4am.  She is not fully awake at these times and she's not hungry, but she tends to just wake up. So, like a horrible mother, I let her sleep next to me for those last hours, I mean, I need my sleep...  She'll typically doze back off with the help of a binky and being close to me-- except for Thursday.  Ryan and I were both awake at 3am that day-- guess who got to go back to sleep around 7am?
• 5:15-5:20am-- I wake up to express milk while watching the news.  For those that are familiar, I typically pump about 10-11oz at this time-- totally a crazy amount.  Almost as much a can of coke.
• 5:40am-- finish getting Ryan's bottles together for the day
• 5:45am-- Ryan has usually woken Sean up by this point and is ready for her first bottle.  Sean feeds her.
• 5:45am--shower and start getting ready for the day (hair/makeup)
• 6am-- "Daddy, I'm poopy" is heard from Bryce's room repeatedly for about 10 minutes until we go in and get him.  It's funny because Bryce hasn't really gotten the concept of getting out of bed himself yet
• 6:05-6:50am-- chaos ensues.  Getting Ryan ready (easy) and getting Bryce ready (not so easy these days).  Grab Bryce's lunch, sippy cups, Ryan's bottles, and binky and pack the car.  
• 6:50am- I finish getting dressed and try on a few different shoes with the outfit I've chosen-- this takes at least 5-10 minutes, and I typically go with the first pair I put on.  (Thank goodness I'm not really a shoe princess so this helps to minimize mirror time).
• 7-7:05am--  Sean and I load the car with babies.  I grab pump bag, phone, laptop.  Sean and I typically both have to go back inside the house to get something we forgot.  
• 7:10am-- The Reedy family arrives at daycare (yes Reedy family, Sean and I have to both go since we are down to one car these days-- that's another story for another day.)
• 7:10-7:20am-- get Bryce to sit in a little seat at the little table and eat his breakfast.  Get Ryan to the infant room, put her bottles in the fridge and get her set up either in her crib or in the swing or on the boppy.
• 7:20am-- breathe a sigh of relief and Sean drives me to work
• 7:40am-- Turning my computer on at my desk.  Thank goodness.

Just like our mornings, our evenings are just as crazy (if not more so, just due to the dinner/bath/bedtime structure).  

As for work, I really enjoy my job.  It's definitely fast paced and high stress, but I have a lot of fun in pharma marketing, and I definitely feel the need for this intellectual stimulation.  I know not everyone subscribes to this line of thinking, but I feel like I am a better mom with me working.  It makes me cherish my time with my babies when I have them, and it makes me want to continue to pursue my career to provide everything they want and need.  And, even more important for me these days-- it gets my head out of the 'maybe she'll hear me today' thinking for Ryan. Looking forward to more early mornings, long days, and weary weeks.  Thank goodness for caffeine.

Mommy and Me

Spending time together is the favorite part of our day. Ryan is enjoying daycare and her teachers love her. But the best part is watching how she reacts to everyone she knows.

Tummy Time

Ryan was happily working on her tummy technique this week. She's learning to smile-- so much fun!

Haircut

Q: Who didn't want Bryce to get a haircut?
A: Sean and Me. Which means everyone else 'suggested' he get one.

I guess it was a little unruly.
Here's the new look!!

Note, a cookie was his reward for doing so well!!!

This week's videos

Some little videos just for fun:

First day of school for Ryan.  Bryce is such a super big brother.  (Ignore the mommy voice...)

Bryce and Ryan have their pumpkin shirts on from grammy Krenz.  Teachers at school got a kick out of their matching shirts!

Bryce received this outfit from Uncle Dan.  It's hard to see, but he has monkeys on his shirt.

Ryan's First Day of Daycare

Well people, the time has arrived.  Ryan had her first day of daycare on Monday, which means she is getting older and older by the second, and more importantly means that I have to get myself back into a routine for work. I start next Monday the 15th, and I (rightfully so) gave myself a break this week by having two kids in daycare.  Between going to the gym, taking naps, and talking on the phone the day passes so quickly.  Oh sigh.

I will say I'm super excited to go back to work for the following reasons:

• I won't get on Sean's last nerve and he won't get on mine.  Sean works from home when he's not traveling, and this 'extra' time together is getting to be a little to 'extra-ish'.  :)
• Intellectual stimulation.  I crave intelligent conversations, the hectic days of work, and all the chaos that goes with being in the office with work colleagues. I really enjoy my job and my team, and I can't wait to be back in the craziness of pharma marketing.
• The Hoda and Kathie Lee show is getting a little old.  Don't get me wrong, I love them, but after awhile it's all the same thing.
• The new Katie Couric show isn't all that fantastic either.  Thank goodness I TiVo it so I can forward through all the boring guests.
• To get my mind off of all things related to Ryan's hearing.  It's good for me not to dwell, and with extra time on my hands this is easy to do

Although I'm excited, I know that a work schedule also means a hyper-focused 'mom' at home.  Everything (and everyone) will be on a strict eating/waking/getting dressed/getting baths/going to bed-- type of schedule.  Without this structure I know I'll go insane.  So think of us next week on Monday, because the next chapter in our lives begin:  Reality in the Reedy Household with two kids.  Exciting times!

Big brother smiling with baby sister in front of 'school'! 

Bryce was excited to help escort Ryan inside!

Ryan in her classroom!

In her crib! 

Back at Nemours

Sean and I are back at the Nemours children's hospital in Wilmington, DE today to meet with a person from Ryan's treatment team. As we sit in the lobby, it's hard to not feel so grateful for the health of our children....In the words of Forest Gump, 'that's all I'll say about that.'


Today was another step forward in Ryan's treatment plan. We met with the person that pretty much plays the role of Patient Navigator and Patient Consultant. (My terms, not her's) She was extremely helpful in explaining the treatment process for Ryan.

Her Cochlear Implant (CI) treatment team includes two Otologists (i.e. Surgeons), the Cochlear Implant Coordinator, three audiologists, a researcher, two speech therapists,  and a  social worker.

Her panel of tests for CI candidacy are as follows (deep breadth):

• Unsedated ABR (2 of them)
• Hearing Aid fitting & subsequent evaluations
• CT Scan 
• MRI Scan
• Sedated ABR
• Speech / Language Eval-- threshold
• Genetics Consult
• Opthalmology - Vision Screen
• Pre-CI Therapy-- speech perception test battery
• CI surgery
• CI Initial Stimulation
• Ongoing Speech / Language Therapy-- two 1-hour appts each week

So, with our 'Patient Navigator' help, she'll set up all the appointments for Ryan.  She set a target date of 9-months for Ryan to have CI, assuming that (1) hearing aids provide no real hearing for her and (2) her auditory nerve is anatomically correct.

To say the least Sean and I were a bit overwhelmed, but at the same time so thankful to have some kind of plan for her.  The target date for CIs is 9-months, which would be the beginning of May.  After the surgery, there is a 3-week window before she receives initial stimulation, so I'm guessing she'll be able to hear around the beginning of June of 2013 (yay!)  Then begins the true test-- learning of language.

Language is a whole other subject for another time.  In the meantime, Sean and I are moving on from grieving to fixing.  We are looking forward to all the steps in the right direction for our baby girl.

More on Ryan's Hearing Loss

This week, the week of October 7th (Happy 30th to my brother Dan), we are on a new journey into the world of infant hearing loss.  This week we have two appointments in the 'team for Ryan' treatment plan.  
We are meeting first with someone from her audiology treatment team who has been working with infants and kids with hearing loss for a number of years.  She'll be guiding us through what to expect as Ryan starts begins a series of more hearing tests, gets molds for hearing aids (which will most likely not be beneficial except to provide familiarity with having something on her ears), and is visited frequently by Early Interventionists for further evaluation and determination of her speech/language development.  Amanda, the person we are seeing, will be counseling us on the services we need to be seeking for Ryan as well as the questions we should be asking the audiologists, the ENT, the geneticist, and the Early Intervention people. 
Also this week, Ryan will receive an evaluation for Early Intervention in PA.  Since she has bilateral profound hearing loss she automatically qualifies for this state funded program.  The person will be doing a baseline evaluation and she'll then build a 'family plan', per se, for Ryan as we begin to understand how to best communicate with her during this time and during her development.  If Ryan is a candidate for cochlear implants (fingers crossed), most likely she'll be able to catch up quickly to per peers in regard to speech and language development.  This determination, however, will not come for several more months after a MRI is completed.  She is not able to do the MRI until she is big/old enough to handle general anesthesia.  
Sean and I are looking forward in anticipation to get to 'normal'.  We keep watching all these 'success stories' of infants diagnosed with profound hearing loss that now have 'ears' (i.e. cochlear implants) and are just as normal as their peers.  Although we have a long and emotional road ahead, we are certainly hopeful and praying for a successful outcome as all these other kiddos.

In the meantime, some fun facts that we know about infant hearing loss today:

• Hearing loss is the most common birth defect in newborns.

• The majority of children with hearing losses are born to parents who have normal hearing.

• In the United States, 33 babies are born every day with a hearing loss.

• There are many different types and degrees of hearing loss.

• Children as young as one month of age can be fitted with hearing aids.

• Most children with hearing losses have no other disability.

• When a child’s hearing loss is diagnosed and treated early, he or she can develop language skills like a child without a hearing loss.

Still Catching Up

People keep asking us if/when we are having more kids.  I love telling them that we have such great babies and there is no way we are having any more.  I tell you wise/older parents, I do not know how you do/did it.  I mean, this is not easy; not at all.  I do not know how you keep your sanity.  I would not trade this for the world...well, on second thought...

My ranting comes as a result of a seriously terrible two year old.  Every thing is a fight.  Examples from this morning:

- Bryce, cars go on the ground not the furniture

- Bryce, please do not pick your nose

- Bryce, please do not pee on the floor when daddy puts you down without a diaper for 2 seconds

- Bryce, let's take a bath.  Oh, you hate your bath nowadays?
- Bryce, let's get out of the bath tub...so, now you don't want to get out?  (ugh.)

- Bryce, let's take a nap.  Oh, you want to sit on the potty for 10 minutes to avoid your bed?

- Bryce, please don't feed Rudy your food

- Bryce, please do not eat Rudy's food.  (Yes, he still does this...)

- Bryce, please do not swing your golf club at the TV

- Bryce, please do not throw your basketball at the TV...ugh

- Bryce, please do not stand next to the TV stand when you sneeze (twice today he's hit his head doing this)

- Bryce, please do not scream in mommy's ear or in daddy's ear or in baby Ryan's ear

And the list goes on and on and on.  He rarely comes home from daycare without an 'incident report' where he has either gotten bitten, didn't use his 'walking feet' and fell, or has not allowed other kids to share either his books or cars.

On the other hand, we have beautiful kiddos, and at least they love each other...thus far!

More fun photos

Ryan's Baptism:  September 9, 2012

Super Diva

Two Months Pic

Brotherly Love

Such a sweetie